Monday, December 06, 2010

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is it a kind of dream
floating out in the tide
following the river of death downstream
oh is it a dream
theres a fog along the horizen
a strange glow in the sky
nobody seems to know where you go
and what does it mean
oh is it a dream
bright eyes burning like fire
how can you close and fail
how can the light that burned so brightly
suddenly burn so pale


i realised that i am scared that people i like die
what if you suddenly come across something really awesome and have to tell them
and you dont have enough time to spend with everyone

i also just realised that i am really scared of dying myself
well at least my present consciousness is scared of disappearing forever (assuming that's right).

i am also scared that karma and rebirth is true and i will have to re-live secondary school. and dentists and jabs and exams.

i am scared of so many things.

someone please tell me what to do


(note: rhetorical question and not a plea for religious input)


| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 5:07 PM|

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