Saturday, November 14, 2009
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yayicantwaittogobackyay
one year just went by like that. this is worrisome. flicker is very wellnamed. though i do not subscribe. photostreams is a nice phrase. reminds me of ff life streams haha
it is so hard to know. to even predict. but nvm that makes it more exciting
ok im so tired goodnight
(no)strings attached.
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ah. bye
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 7:33 AM|
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Friday, November 06, 2009
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telephones and old typewriterswords of love along the wirestelegraphs and birds that flythrough air so still you hear me sighbut nothing is working tonight. am i not appreciating some things enough (and giving others too much weight)
i used to think that if one continues being nice to nasty people they will feel guilty and stop being nasty haha but that is too naive. they may not appreciate it. or trust you. some people think that everything you do is for some material motive. or superficial.
but it is good to continue being nice anyway because why let someone like that change you? but maybe it's time to put more effort elsewhere. not severence. but just less weight perhaps.
and will always operate in civil spheres. i think i cannot do otherwise unless im extremely close to somebody, close enough to care enough to say enough and know enough. of the matter and most of all, the person. and even then, to refrain from harsh speech. that's reserved for gaming hahaha
because it does nothing good in and of itself. and i reckon id never have a serious word to say to people i really know because they are not of the kind of harsh hard rashness. people do not do things without some reason, rational or otherwise. i am sure you will understand. i am sure i will understand.
and by the way, this is completely random. must be pre-exam stress. i should be responding by mugging like crazy but apparently not. ohdear
alright time to go.
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 5:00 AM|
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Sunday, October 25, 2009
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what is this becoming.
and more importantly, what am i doing here. exams in two weeks (in fact, less). why has my sense of urgency and discipline dissipated T_T (actually in the first place i wonder if i ever had such possessions. i just realised ive never had a rubriks cube. but i had a tamiya car. and i am going to buy that pretty set of dice. should i should i. ok wth outofpoint sorry)
mistake one two three four. damn the snowball effect in this damn cold place without snow (but i got caught in hail. what sense does it make)
to be honest i was happy for the first five min then it got unbearably cold.
i am scared it is this way with other things too.
but it is getting warm here now cept for today and yest cos it rained. felt like singapore for a bit lol.
i cant wait to get back
:)
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 7:15 PM|
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Saturday, October 03, 2009
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only..say, fifty more days?
ohgosh. sleep and wake up fifty more times. that's quick. another year ending. im glad everybody dies at different times. doesnt make getting older feel so bad for anyone
boohoo place of lies.
will give up now, honestly.
this is no haiku.
-.-
try one, and try two
guess it always comes down to
alright, it's okay
guess it's better to turn this way
and i am nothing of a builderbut here i dreamt i was an architect......
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 5:06 PM|
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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this is a really strange place.
sometimes i wish i were somewhere else. but i cant be thinking such thoughts just one year into this haha. and it isnt too bad. maybe im meeting the wrong people. doing the wrong things.
well who's to tell me.
now i just feel like skating through the night in ecp listening to music. sounds retardedly emo. but nah just need a break from everything haha have got to do something im used to doing last time. feels more grounded, yea.
yet i dont think i need anything at the moment. just less interruption and interference. stuff here messes me up haha. ruffle.
but it's just a breeze. gently does it.
:)
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 1:50 AM|
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Sunday, September 20, 2009
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last week of school before the two week break
(no more motivation to do work lol. and in the first place, not much to begin with)
so this is all it comes down to. i think i have always known. but never realised. really different realms, knowing and understanding. im kind of indifferent already actually. it might be the wind.
you just push people away. but maybe i do too. ah i dont want to think about anything.
and the weather's actually turning nice walkitywalkitywalk
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| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 11:15 PM|
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
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and i know, not a keepsake.
i should be reading electrolux
then again i should be reading do androids dream of electric sheep
and then again midnights children. i cannot believe i say i want to marry rushdie but i havent read that. but everyone should be exposed to haroun. i still think it is the best. rave rave gush gush. maybe u'll think it's childish. but it is still awesome. okay very logical. cannot say more cos i dont want to spoil
in the twilight stripkhattam-shudthe world however, is not for fun:D
| in a thousand furnished rooms @ 7:13 AM|
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